Heart Beat

I'll tell you what, on the way to go see if Amanda has ektopic(or whatever it doesn't matter) and was thinking I could hear my babies heartbeat for the first time, it didn't really phase me at all. But as soon as they had it going I got a warm fuzzy feeling inside. That's my kid I thought...thank goodness tear drops don't show on a blog. But as bad as a situation as this seems from the outside, ultimately I'm having a kid and look forward to raising the little bugger. Thank you again to my parents, family and friends who are there for me, I couldn't begin to describe what you mean to me.